phone call that change my life

smlm pukol 12 aku just tdo 10 minit jerk ha...
entah knpe aku terlelap sbb biase aku x tdo sgt ha..aku byk terjage lah.
tetibe kwn aku call:

angah:oit mel ko nk keje tak?
aku :nak jugak knpe?
angah:ko jgn byk tnye ari ahad ko dtg kl...ko stay siniterus ha..
jgn byk tnye dtg sini dulu..lain2 kite ko call aku balik ok..
aku :ok...[ape kene mamat nie tetibe ajak aku ha,ambik dadah ker ape]

time aku x tdo smlm aku terpikir,aku nk pg kl hurmm..its going to b a big step 4 me.to change my life..all the way.tapi as if my family is going to let me go...they what me to stay here in kt to take care of my family..coz im the one that they cant count on..

i dont like to make my family down,coz i do care about them a lot...but ade jugak kate ati aku ckp just go to kl see how thing goes.aku x takot nk pg sane..coz im use to bee there.i know what is kl is all about.n i know how kl going to change a person...in n out.

hurmm..my life now depend on my decision as i take my life to next step to b a person

other than my family y buat aku berat ati...,,my new friend that im only now just a few day ago
my brother ikmal,sofi n nic....:(

aku tahu aku nie emo sikit ha..but im just a person that cepat terikat dgn friendship..
im sad coz i will miss my friend before im get to know them....this thing do happend alot to me,this thing make me sad..

so sad lah...leef my new friend ha...huhuhuh[gedik lah pulak aku]